MENTAL DISORDER: September 2011

September 20, 2011

Out of place

That goes with a simple white top, a vest/hoodie, a brown belt, a big shoulder bag

and an orange flats

True Bliss

pictures were taken for our org movie

with the theme of "time of my life, dirty bit".

everything was just fun! fun! fun!

enjoyed the company of my orgmates.

all is well.

before turning the stage lights on

No regrets,

just love.

we can dance, until we die.

you and I

will be young forever.

TEENAGE DREAM

Porno

all smiles!

WTF moments

TEACH ME HOW TO DOUGIE

crazy.stupid.love. nada~~~

PLAYING AROUND WITH MY LIPSTICK ON
AND THE VOICE IN TONE.
FOOLING AROUND WITH MY HAIR IN BRAID
AND THE DRUM BEATS BAD.
GIGGLING WITH MY EYESHADOW SO LIGHT
AND WE STAY UP ALL NIGHT.

@-)

:bd

:))

\m/

the making

I'm so proud with the outcome of everything.

Thank God for the good weather, the great venue and the not so primadonna staff.

i love you guys! thanks for working hard.

#wearejustsoawesomeindeed

September 09, 2011

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feeling down and low low lo-lo-low girl.

i miss my high school friends.

i won't be able to go to Candyfair2011.

this IS sucks. hahaha

<3

And so i'm in love with this guy, a blocmate. We've been friends since NF and i first met him during our zoo days. He was my group-mate. We've clicked ever since for a few reasons: we have the same sense of humor, we are both artistic people and we just love to bitch talk. I realized my like for him after Vian's (a blocmate) debut. then it bloomed. #truestory

If you must know, yes, i've already told him that i love him. I told him before summer classes and it was epic. Good thing was that he was cool with it.

I love him but i want to stop loving him. as soon as possible, please!

i can't just love my college buddy. it's a cliche. hahaha

i think there's a written rule somewhere where you can't fall in love with your friend.

anyway, I want out. I really want to be JUST FRIENDS with him.

Nothing more. Nothing less. just friends.

IT WAS AFTER THIS DAY, THIS DAY, WHEN I REALIZED THAT....

EVEN IF HE TEASE ME TO DEATH, BITCH AROUND OR TOTALLY NR.....

I STILL WANT TO SEE HIM, HANG OUT WITH HIM 'CAUSE..........

HE MAKES ME HAPPY AND BUT I CAN'T CONTINUE LOVING HIM.

schizophrenia

I'm lost.
I feel nostalgic with the unfamiliar place i'm in.
actually, i felt this before, when i choose to study here in UPLB.
New school. New City. New people.

My heart wasn't prepared for the new set of battleground, still,
I fought with all my might and eventually, i think, i won.

but this time, it's a little bit different.
i'm not in a new place, but in a new position.
i'm not clueless but the things i know were trashed.

~~All plans were changed~~.

I told myself that i'll get closer to God this term, that i will not be

a part of the executive council of our organization and that acads is my second priority

next to God of course.

unfortunately, it did not happen.

I'm sad. I'm broken. I'm lost.

I'm lost.

I thought I love God more than anything else. I know I love Him more than anything else, but my actions don't show it. It is so frustrating to know that God gives you this time and yet you can't give Him yours. How tragic.

I ask for your help.

September 01, 2011

Outdoors loves polo shirt

Outfit: Blue polo with a brown (vintage-y) belt and shorts. It is paired with a sparkly oxford shoes. :)

Bombs, Tanks and Dead people

I know that this is long overdue, but let me share it anyway. this happened last month, august 14, 2011 to be exact. My history 2 class held a field trip in CORREGIDOR & the place is picture haven! It was heaven for people like me who are camwhores because every corner of every area are all so photogenic! #GIGGLES