He should have stayed

I first met him when I was in first year high school, but I’m not here to share my past love story with my ‘official’ first boyfriend, I’m here to tell you a story about a boy who left a girl that loved him deeply.

I don’t know what happened, really, all I know is that he fell out of love.

THAT BASTARD.

My ex-boyfriend was a first timer when it comes to committing in a relationship. I (think, still not sure though) am his first girlfriend but little did he know that I, too, am not used to committing since my ‘real’ first boyfriend wasn’t boyfriend material. Anyway, my point is, I think he was half-hearted with everything because he knew that I knew that he was new to that kind of thing and that I was easy on him because of that. I lowered my expectations and I lessened my demands. I was happy but not contented, and I’m sorry for that. I think we both know that not introducing me as your girlfriend to your family is one sign that things between us won’t work out.

Anyway, I loved him dearly. I became a more patient person, I’ve learned to let go of things just so there would be no conflict and I’ve been more understanding. Actually, I think I had a post-feeling for him just recently, which sucked big time, btw.

My REAL point is that I wasn’t able to put up with it, with him, anymore and I LEFT HIM.

SO, THIS ONE GOES TO THAT BASTARD THAT BROKE MY FRIEND’S HEART:

I WAS A GIRLFRIEND AND SHE WAS NOT. MINE WAS NEW TO THE FEELING OF BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP, I KNOW THAT YOU WERE TOO, BUT SHE NEVER LEFT YOU. SHE DID ALL THE THINGS THAT I DID AND MORE BECAUSE SHE LOVED YOU AND YET, YOU LEFT HER BECAUSE YOU COULDN’T EXCEED NOR MEET THE LEVEL OF HER LOVE, WELL, FUCK YOU.  SHE STAYED, YOU MOTHER FUCKER. SHE STAYED. SHE STAYED, SHE HOPED AND HER HEART KEEPS ON BREAKING OVER AND OVER AGAIN. IT’S INSANE ON HOW SHE CAN SURVIVE A DAY, SEE YOUR FACE AND NOT FALL APART. YOU KNOW, SHE DESERVES A PROPER APOLOGY, SHE DESERVES A REASON AND SHE DESERVES A CLOSURE. I HOPE YOU HAVE ENOUGH BALLS TO DO THAT.

                Look, I love you, you know. We’re good friends, but realizing all the things that once was between her and you, tangna pre, bakit naman ganon? You just don’t leave a person hanging, especially the one who loves you dearly. I’m still grateful that you haven’t talked ill of her and it shows respect, but it won’t be over unless things are clear and words have been said.

That’s what I think, but who am I to say these things, anyway? I wish you both well. I love you both.  

opposites do attract

She is Janine and I consider her as my bestfriend. She is tall, sexy, pretty and snob, a completely opposite description of me (I’m pretty though! haha). Actually, we are not completely opposites; we are more alike than you think. If I’m not mistaken, both of us are into fashion, food and love.

When we were younger, I remember that we used to play make-up-make-up-an. We would curl/straighten our hair, apply our lipstick, rape my wardrobe and check what clothes suit our make-up most. After that, we would smile in front of a mirror and then if we are satisfied with the result, we would wash our faces then watch TV.

If we don’t feel like prettying ourselves up, we would spend every centavo in our pockets on food. We always eat while we watch because watching isn’t as satisfying without food; it’s more of, we watch tv while we eat because we always eat and SHE DOESN’T GET FAT. We love junk foods. I remember buying every ‘tsitsirya’ the nearby store has to offer, clover bits, mammamia, onion rings, lechong manok, sweet corn, picnic, hanny, cracklings, ice candy, nata de coco, you name it, we got it. That’s not all. Believe it or not, we indulge on street foods like Balut, isaw, paa ng manok, ulo ng manok, qweck-qweck, mangga with alamang, ice scramble, sorbets, fishballs and binatog. Yes, my bestfriend and I can eat almost anything. Take us to a fancy place or a carinderia, we’ll survive and we’ll still be happy.

Love. Ah sweet love. Unfortunately for my dear friend, faith hasn’t been kind to her. It is actually testing her patience and I truly believe that the boy of her dreams will come, surely, especially if she waits. Anyway, both of us long for a companion who will send chills down to our spine because of extreme KILIG. We know that we deserve the love that we are praying for because we don’t want too much, we just want someone who is decent, funny, loyal and loving, and I know it will come. We’ll be happy, I feel it, and it won’t be too long. Waiting for HIM with her makes all the waiting worth it.

TOP THREE:

1.       I remember the make-believe magic creek we used to go to. We would bring flowers/foods/or anything we have at the moment and we would throw it in the creek and we would make a wish.

2.       I remember doing a make-up session with you and your hair ended up getting stuck in a circular hairbrush. We had to go home in a bicycle and you were hiding yourself in a towel on the way to your house.

3.       I remember enjoying our trip to Star City. We rarely go to places farther from Market! Market! and that  is one of the most memorable dates ever.  

Graduation of my sister!

Dear Tiffany Kyla Villanueva,

You are now turning into a high school student

and with that, i hope that you'll be a more responsible kid,

though you already are.

I enjoyed my high school life,

I hope that you will too. 

I also hope that you'll be more outgoing person

and i hope you gain more confidence.

please quit thinking less of yourself 

because God made you. 

Study well and enjoy life.

Let the people judge

but listen only to those people that matters.

Remember that

Kuya Brian, ate Melissa and I love you so much. 

Always know that in times of trouble,

we are always here to give a helping hand.

CONGRATULATIONS bebe!

Sweet Escape

Had an awesome black Saturday (weird) with my family! 

feeling cutie patootie :">

PROBLEM? HOHOHOHO

Alanna's pre-debut shoot!

So I helped Alanna with this pre-debut photoshoot. I was the Make-up artist, the Stylist and the Photographer!hahaha but of course, Pearl helped a lot too! She was the PA.kidding! Anyway, my model really knows how to pose and she's easyto work with. She's not camera shy at all!

Cigarette smoking is dangerous and not picture worthy.

Yes, go on and judge me. i know, too, that smoking is a serious
matter. it doesn't do anyone anything good. I know; and if you're
gonna ask me why? well, don't because i don't know either.
My creative side just told me to do so because, well, it's BOLD and DIFFERENT.
(i guess) 


So for me, the pictures are creative and worth Blogging. 
but if you think not, Just ignore this and carry on with
your life.


::but then again, CIGARETTE SMOKING IS DANGEROUS TO YOUR HEALTH.

1. Sweet Cravings

since the shop Moonleaf had just opened its delivery service,

we did not waste the opportunity of lazying around! For the 

strawberries, i would like to thank Raffy, Lalaine's Boyfie. 

That was my first dicovery of strawberries and condensed milk.

oh heavens. :3

2. tununun.

We had a busy busy week before induction, so my co-ec had 

an all nighter. We were all giddy because it was our first

time to sleep at Angelic's apartment, Clebelro. There in the

picture, we ordered at Mcdonalds, but our first choice was

Yellow Cab. Unfortunately, they ran out of gas so, no more YC.

saad. still, we enjoyed the night doing stuff and yapping. 

3.Jo Villanueva, A musical.

4. little bits of Love

WTH?

Though it may not look legit, that is the photo of 

the tally board that i took when i won for presidency.

30 votes out of 31. (oh, stop it you. :">)

My LAST BIRADA

last something as a Publicity Committee head.

a photoshoot. The sad thing about this is that Angelic man-handled

everything because i had a report on a major and i know nothing of photoshop.

it is such an alien world to me.

Though i'm still proud of the thing because it was initially my idea

The concept and all. /wrist 

 THIS IS WHAT I WORE AT OUR INDUCTION 2012.

Had to say that i am happy for pulling of a

color-blocking attire

and yeah,

i won the Fashionista award and the Best Sis award. :)

More about induction later on. so move along.