February 20, 2014

Nasaan si happiness?
Hanapin natin si happiness.

February 11, 2014

Being with you, I learned to say what's on my mind. You are dense as fuck, and when I say "it's ok", you instantly believe it. hahaha Do I sound crazy to you? well, honey, you make me crazy.

February 04, 2014

5 year plan.

This year I want to travel the Philippines.
nothing too expensive, nothing too grand.
I just want to spend time with ma, while we can.

we can go anywhere.
Maybe, we'll go to Tagaytay or Baguio.
we'll eat strawberries and bulalo.

It really doesn't matter where.
I just want to treat her,
I want to do it before December.

Next year, I'll travel alone.
Nothing too expensive, nothing too grand,
I just want more than a beach and a sand.

maybe somewhere in Asia.
I can go to Bangkok or Singapore,
or any where where snow will pour.

It really doesn't matter where,
I just want some solitude,
and just for a while, the world I can exclude.

the following year, I'll search for a new work.
nothing too boring, nothing too grand.
I just want to work with people I could stand.

maybe somewhere in Manila.
I can be an HR or a Party Planner,
I can even be a designer!

It really doesn't matter where.
I am young and I need to learn more.
I want a work that I would not abhor.

The year after next, I'll work overseas.
Nothing too boring, a little bit grand,
I want more money in my hand.

It can be in Canada.
I can be a chamber maid or a nanny,
I can meet foreign celebrities.

It does matter where,
and there I can exercise my independence,
and maybe i'll be able to afford a benz.

Then, the next year, I have saved up for a cruise.
hell expensive, I know it's grand,
but everything has been planned.

I can go to Greece,
Or anywhere with  music and happy people.
A fun place where I can drink until I cripple.

It really doesn't matter where,
Maybe Bali or Maldives,
I needed this to revive.

then on the last year of my 5 year plan,
it's not gonna be boring, nor gonna be grand,
I want a boyfriend that will hold my hand.

I might meet him in a bookstore or a coffee shop.
He'll be tall, loving and funny.
He'll tell me dozens of fascinating stories.

will it matter where?
he will make me feel more happy and pretty,
and I will love him like he's my destiny.

Free Spirit

I want to leave this place, I want to travel.
I want to be rich, I want to love.
I want to give everything but take everything at the same time.
I want to taste everything the world has to offer.

I just want to be free.

I want to dance,
I want to sing.
I want to scream,
I want to be naked.

I want honesty,
I want hugs,
I want kisses too. 
I want to want you.

I just want to be free.

I want to people watch, 
I want to learn,
I want to leave the four walls of the classroom,
I want to cry,
I want to mourn.

I just want to be free.

I want to feel.
I want to feel anything at all.
I want to laugh so hard the my sides are hurting.
I want to stare at people.
I want to take a picture.

I just want to be free.

I want to live alone.
I want space.
I want to sleep in the morning and drink coffee at night.
I want to wear my underwear after my clothes. 

I just want to be free.

I want to see a person with passion.
I want to have that passion.
I want to hold hands.
I want to fight.
I want to make everything alright.

I just want to be free. 

I want to fly like a bird,
and I want to swim like a mermaid.
I want to run and run and run until my feet hurts.
I want to hide,
I want to be seen,
I want to be a movie star, or just a girl in the library.

I just want to be free.

I want to decide my life.
I want to work on my mistakes.
I want to stop thinking about you, and the rest of you. 
I want to love me, and just me.

I just want to be free. 
The first time he said, "Let's talk."

an hour date and a whole new level of opening up. 

Out of the blue


You're so random like me
and you make me really happy.
I really find you silly.

I love it when you surprise me.
Like you'd make me a tea,
when you really want a cup of coffee.

It really doesn't bother me
when you call me honey.
It makes me feel pretty.

Though you still scare me.
Like, you may leave me suddenly.
If you must break my heart, do it gently.


He bought this for me one Saturday afternoon on the month of January.
why? I don't know either. 

My first meets the present


So  I was rummaging through my clutter when I stumbled upon my old phone. The one one the right is my first phone, that is a Motorola C651, while on the left is my present phone, which is a Samsung GT-E2202. I've decided to blog this when I realized how similar they look. 

I got my first phone when I was in 6th grade. I think it was a birthday or Christmas present, but i'm sure between the two because my father does not normally surprise us with his generosity.
anyway, I think there was internet then, or was it some Globe wallpaper downloads thingy, but I remember spending so much load just so I could download a Harry Potter wallpaper. 

My phone had no infrared nor a bluetooth but it has GPRS (yay gprs!). It has a camera but I had no idea how i was gonna transfer my #selfies to my friendster page. Also, one of my problems with that phone is that it had no sd card slot. It always break my heart to delete my other selfies just so I can take a new one. 

9 years later, and viola. My new phone looks exactly like my old phone and my camera's sucky too. 
at least my present phone is waaaaaaaaaaaaay cheaper (not too sure but I'd like to think so.) than my first.

so compare compare.

This comparison is from this website: CLICK HERE

GSM frequencies900 1800 1900900 1800
Standard UMTS
Standard CDMA
UMA
TypeBar (classic)Bar (classic)
Dimensions (W x H x D)102,55 x 44,00 x 19,60 mm110,70 x 46,00 x 14,27 mm
Weight85,00 g78,20 g
Main displayColor / CSTN
64k colors
128 x 128 px (0.00")
Color / TFT
64k colors
128 x 160 px (1.80")
Addidtional display
GSM Talk time (max.)350 min. (5,8 h)790 min. (13,2 h)
UMTS Talk time (max.)ndnd
Video talk time (max.)ndnd
GSM Stand-by (max.)215 h. (9,0 days)610 h. (25,4 days)
UMTS Stand-by (max.)ndnd
PDA mode work timendnd
Standard batteryLi-Ion 820 mAhLi-Ion 1000 mAh
Phonebook memory
Internal memory1,5 MB8 MB
RAM memory128 MB
Memory cardsNOYES
microSD, microSDHC
up to 16 GB
Operating system--
Interface--
Processor-SC6530
Processor clock--
Touchscreen
SAR (10g)0,901 W/kg
DualSIM
Announced
  DATA TRANSFERMotorola
C651
Samsung
GT-E2202
xHTML
WAPYES
v2.0
YES
v2.0
HSCSD
HSDPAUNKNOWNNO
HSUPANONO
HSPA
HSPA+
GPRSYESYES
EDGENONO
BluetoothNOYES
v2.1
A2DP Profile
WiFiNONO
IrDA
USBYESYES
v2.0
GPS
A-GPS
GLONASS
NFC
LTE
  MULTIMEDIAMotorola
C651
Samsung
GT-E2202
RadioNOYES
MP3
Sound formatsMIDIAAC, AMR, WAV
PolyphonyYES
24 voices
YES
Video ringtone
Ring composer
Games
JavaYES
MIDP 2.0
NO
Videophone
DVB-H television
TV-Out
Digital camera
- matrixUNKNOWN0,3 Mpx
- Resolution640x480 px640x480 px
- Optical zoomNONO
- Digital zoom4xNO
- Flash
Secondary camera
- matrixNONO
- ResolutionNONO
- Optical zoomNONO
- Digital zoomNONO
Video
- matrixNOUNKNOWN
- ResolutionNO352x288 px
- Video formatsndH.263, MPEG4
  COMMUNICATION AND MESSAGINGMotorola
C651
Samsung
GT-E2202
Call waiting
Conferency
Call forwarding
Push To Talk
Instant Messenger
SMSYESYES
EMSYES
v5.0
NO
MMSYESYES
DictionaryYES
iTAP
NO
e-mail clientNONO
Hardware QWERTY keyboard
RSS Reader
  BUSINESS FEATURESMotorola
C651
Samsung
GT-E2202
Watch
Stopwatch
Alarm
Calculator
Currency converter
Organizer
Calendar
Flight mode
SyncMLNONO
Data and fax
  OTHER FEATURESMotorola
C651
Samsung
GT-E2202
Screensaver
Themes
Interchangeable covers
Voice dial
Loudspeaker
Recorder
Vibra
Motorola C651Samsung GT-E2202Choose
phone
Choose
phone
Motorola
C651
Samsung
GT-E2202