Hello blog! How have you been? It's been so long since the last time you've heard from me. I really missed you. I'm sorry for not making enough time for you. I know, I know. I know that i got so much time in my hands and I'm wasting it on nothing. *loud sigh
I've been very emotional lately. I don't know if i'm hormonally imbalanced or if i even have hormones, but I've been an emotional wreck. I feel like i'm always on the peak level of happiness and i'm at the pit of my sadness, but i'm crying most of the time. Even annoying commercials make me cry and I don't know why. I feel like I have this great pain inside of me that i can't release no matter how much I try, it's just in there constantly appearing in small dosage. I have this urge to scream, to throw a tantrum and to hit someone, anyone. I feel like maybe this is a sign of depression, but I don't know.
I don't want to feel this anymore. I want to be free from this heavy feeling. I don't know what to do. I tried talking to my friends about it but they said it might be stress. I tried googling but ugh. I'm tired and my heart aches. I just want to sleep.
